Hello son
I’m sorry that we started off and things seemed really bad
I was waiting for these feelings see
That I thought I’d never have
I was waiting for the love and stuff that it seemed would never come
It was really very hard for me back then
To feel much like your mum
Hello son
I think I’m feeling better now
It’s really been quite hard
I had something called pnd
And it’s been there from the start
I couldn’t really figure out
Why I felt so low
But I know it wasn’t down to me
That’s just the way it goes
Hello son
You really make me happy now
Things are really cool
I laugh at every single thing
You ever seem to do
I can’t help but feel it though
This awful feeling inside
That I missed so many perfect months
and wasted so much time
I promise that it’s different
Now that I’m feeling well
We’ll carry on with so much fun
And I promise not to dwell
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Lucy is an old school riot grrrl she thinks and her only aim from 1994-1997 was to be Courtney Love. Oh my. She enjoys weightlifting now which is a real passion, she is so damn strong! She likes her cat who is called Muffin and her beautiful ginger husband. And gin. All the gin. She has a gin bar in her house.
If you are struggling with PND, please reach out. You can do it anonymously at Dear Minerva or look into a variety of local support groups.
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